where is my tears?

This tears won't be falling down
I really miss while I crying. definitely

I won't crying something that makes me sad.
I just only falling down this tears.
maybe I am a clown or some one else like a cry baby
I am not that person.

People thought I am the person who can laugh everywhere
People thought I am the person who can cheer up in every single time
Shh poor am I
this is just a pretend life.
I never suggest live in this life.

A new friends of mine said just be your self
people feels comfortable besides you
this only for a while.
there the way that we never expect where we goes to

This cry is for the loneliness and the sorrow
This cry that I expect could give freedom
and it could not.

in every smile that I give
in every lough that I should
in every respect that I could
I am only the people who don't have anything for changing